2007 recap and 2008 wishes

2007 is counting down!!!

I have never done any recap or new year resolutions in the past. 2007 is a special year for me. I gain some things and I lose some things. I also find myself more mature in handling human relationship issue. The old me is damm fiery and hot...hahah... now I have become more mellow, maybe age is catching??? Nope...its the experiences in life that change my perceptions to a lot of things, but I still get a bit fiery at times...good that the lifespan of per fire is getting shorter and shorter... Hahahahah

If I were to rate the speed of 2007, its neither too fast or too slow. Days passes very fast but the feeling is very slow. There are list of things I hate about 2007 and list of things I like about 2007. Its a year of mixed feelings.

2007 ~ things to be filed and chapter closed

In 2007, my circle of trust shrink tremendously.... a lot of emotional decisions to be made. Some left as it is, hoping that time will settle the issues on my behalf. Face a lot of delima situations. Got that kind of feeling "人在江湖，身不由己"..... A lot of secrets going on... 不能说的事很多..... sometimes I got so confused.... who is in the dark who is in the bright... its no longer a "right" or "wrong" case... its becomes morally and emotionally challenging....

I tend to look back and recalling about past events... I know if WC is reading this, she will say "there u goes again!" Hahahah.... I am trying to erase history lar... but my history damm good one u forget liao meh... I score A1 for history in O level lei... :P...

In the past, my piority in life is relationship, kinship, friendship, work and wealth is never in the top list. Just that a lot of things that happen in 2007 make me change a lot of perceptions and re look at my piorities in life. I am trying to re position where I am and re focus.... To where?... I am slowly discovering...

2007 ~ Things to be cherished and grateful of

In 2007, I learn to look at things from a different perspectives...my life no longer revolve around myself. :) My pig worm has slowly unconsciously influence me into his piggy worm world! My pig worm advisor can be damm crap at times...or rather all the time... :P He is comforting and always there to cushion the impact. Thanks wormy! :P

We have settled one big event in life that leads to a begining of life together as one... slowing accomodating to the martial status of Mrs... kinda enjoyed being "taken care of" by Mr Tan... :P hahaha...I think Mr Tan haven feel the impact of a "responsiblities of a married man"....hahaha... he still happy go lucky.... I think he will soon feel it when we have our home coming and family starting. :)  eh Mr Tan, wake up... ok lar... let u enjoy a little while longer.... :P Hahahah... A lot of ppl ask me "hows married life?" For me, I feel nothing much changes...probably because we are still living the lifestyle as before... look forward to our new home!

2008 is coming!!!

Stepping soon into 2008, which mean everyone birthday and adding 1 more yrs of age, hopefully 1 more yr of wisdom...and not 1 more line on the face!...hahahah...Hopefully of all us still look good! hahaha... I still rem surin comment a pict "whose that chio ger in green" --- referring to herself...but there are a lot of chio ger in the pict...so I replied her, there is a "chio mrs in there too!" --- I m the only mrs hahahaha....  more gals are joining the chio mrs club in 2008... year full of wedding bells! Someone commented that I start the trend....should'nt the govt give me some kinda rewards! Hahahaha....I personally feel that its the biological clock clicking and set that alarm.... Its always good to be with someone who can share your joys and worries.... That someone who comment that hor, its time you start looking for your the other half! :P

And ya ... can someone faster bring that stupid lemon ribena tv adv down... its irritating and sucks big time! From 2006, its 无间道.... into 2007, I think I cheong with "milk"- in hokkien! I must be eating too much prata and mutabuk....Hahahaha....I must cut down on that! and yes! Cut down on curry intake! I know that my working life is going to face to major change, either become better or worse... hoping for better or another way is for heaven to "bo bi" a good opportunity stike for me to leave the "魔掌" of mutabak! I am praying hard! :) I can't imagine what will happen when 无间道 get injected with more and more "milk"! haha... dun know to laugh or cry!

My biggest wish for 2008 is to spend christmas in Corlinus! Our new home! I have never sit down to think what christmas mean... until 2007, I found the meaning of christmas... ...hahahah.... I am hoping that the construction speedy up so that we can get into our new home faster... "yi ba yi ba antelei!"

If financially allow.... I really hope to visit "that place" with pig worm... we have gotten our dream fulfilled to visit Europe in 2007... "that place" is next on our list... I know it might be financially strained in 2008... So I am keeping this last in my wish list...hahahah...May heaven "bo pi" pig worm tio 4D or toto...hahahah...he is a strong believer of 4D and toto! Hahahah! whereas I am not the same religion as him, who believe in more structured and concrete stuff. :P

Last but not least, I wish you guys and gals out there who read this a Happy New Year!

Btw, I cut my hair short for the new year! Check out my new hair style in 2008! :P

 

Wat Xmas means?

A department lunch on tuesday.... as much as I dun wish to attend... I have to go... sian.... I just concentrate on the food.... when it comes to gift exchange, each of us is asked to pick a no... and mine got a ah nei red dot on the number tag! Shit... those with that dot have to tell wat xmas means to them..... sian.....

In my mind I was trying to give a political correct answer...  Holiday loh.... wat else... it not that xmas dun mean anything to me... just that I dun wish to share my ptd life with them... The first few b4 me started on their religion, gift exchange and stuff.... I just tell them "coming from in a traditional family I dun celebrate xmas!" They must be feeling I am the odd ball... well... just let them be... I was partying like crazy for xmas when I am younger... why should I tell them... hahahah....

Then it comes to gift exchange.... then they started singing!!! I hate that.... the worse is when they start shaking hands greeting xmas and hugging is the worse!!!!!! I m not used to it...The lunch ended and more and more sai from work filled up the day... at the end of the day.... when I have some time alone while on my way home... I started to think what xmas means to me.....

Every year I would make an effort to do something for xmas... this yr, my working life messed up my xmas! Cos in early Jan, there is this major event coming up... I alone serve 10 over ppl with each individual different request!!!! I am feeling more and more like a cheap labour!!!! and worse still they cant make up their mind wat they want and now all goes on leave thinking things can be done with a magical tink! Idiot.... Me being me, the type who cant really bo chap when I can forsee disaster coming... was running up and down everyday like some mad woman.

And wat the rest do.... they still bother to come and check on me.... Their own shit already cannot come out stuck in their asshole liao still come and tap on me.... one day or another they will die of shit overload in their asshole.

Ytd...I received a lot of xmas presents from colleagues...as most of them are going on leave! Then I realised I am so stuck with work that I haven even do my xmas shopping... feeling damm pissed that how this xmas mood is being ruin by work.... I am hoping to knock off on dot ytd to at least do some xmas shopping... and last minute some idiot came and step my tail! Giving me trouble! I can no longer hold my anger and he got it! Obi good! U think I weak cat!!! I dun give respect to those who is not worthy of it!

Although I release my volcano, things are not going to change... the deadline of the jan event will still have to be meet.... sometimes I just hope that I can be bo chap and hack care.... but given my character I know its difficult... unless I really give up! I am trying to physco myself to give up... hack care! This is not a diffcult environment if you know the rules of the game and play along with it.... Although I am fully aware of the rules... I am unwilling to change my character for the game sake! One of my very close colleague told me, I am still too young to understand...... why must one change ??? In order to survive? Wat a fake world....

So wat xmas means? It means its time to reflect and review... if its time to change or to get stuck and live with it..... I haven find my answer....

 

Stupid hat DND

Went to my office dnd...the theme is some hat nite... wasnt in a good mood to go for the event... but still went eventually....It was at Merchant Court Ballroom. We left home late... terrible jam and got a big problem with parking! All FULL!!! Damm! The hotel carpark is full, central mall also full...went all the way to MOS carpark also fULL.... I told Nick, the food better be good! In the end after 2 turn back to Central we managed to find a lot... we were damm late.... we left home 7.10, reach the place 8.45... They already started the event...might as well loh,...... I was'nt in a mood to entertain anyway...Had a lot of problem at work recently, that why I am locking this posting to contact only...hahahah....We had 1/2 day early off for work... but that morning I almost vomit blood talking to some idiot prata! I was telling one of my colleague, one day if I were to go crazy, maybe I will act like the ang mo take a machine gun and weck at those idiotic ppl! 

Anyway the theme of the dnd is some hat thing, we just chin chye grab 2 xmas hat from watson, total damage about 5 bucks. Hahaha... we thought we are cheapo... but i saw many more cheapo ppl there, hahaha... most of them in xmas hat also... some got lights, some with colour...stupid.... My table de ppl wanted some arty farty kind of theme...and Ms Teapot actually got the youngest gal to buy a new hat for her....but woh bang! Still wanna act young! Bui tan han! 

They play some stupid games that make most of them loook so damm funny, in actual fact, STUPID.... Anyway I am not the the mood to so call celebrate the dnd....My main purpose there is for the food! So I just eat my food and hack care what they do... anyway only the siao on one is on the stage,esp one prata man. He think he is funny...to me he is just clowns! Foolish clowns! Its not funny at all... in actual fact... it puke to look the way he act like having a lot of fun... real idiots! I think he should go back to his ah nei village!

Luckily draw is good prizes, got 1k kind of best denki and harvey norman voucher, 1.5k de travel voucher, 2k+ de swiss watch! But I din get anything... Never got a luckily draw gift from these 2 years of dnd.. maybe really no "缘分" with this kind of event by the company... the "米田共" kinda "粪" jiu have a lot loh....

Anyway... i think this kind of company and event a lot of "jia jia" de human walking ard... Just got to find your real kaki to make life easier.... This is my group of kaki... 
 
weird combinations...we got as young as 21 yrs old de, and one who is 1 and a half decade older than the youngest one.....and one ang mo who speak with la, lei, li, lor......hahah.... we are the 4 who got involve in the taxi accident! Hahaah... and see wat are we doing?!? We are drinking! Hee hee hee! At the end of the event, just as we are leaving, one of the guy suggest we should all stay and drink on company account.! Great idea! But we only had 2 rounds of beer as the bar counter is closing.... too bad....As we stayed back, we saw some stupid figure, like Mutabak, and her new legs, (which I haven got a name for her) dancing in the dance floor, Just as these terms best describe them.... STUPID, IDIOTIC, they think they are charming? sexy? well....they are super super "chao ji wu di" de big stupid idiotic pig!!!! They can go back their ah nei village to perform loh....Hahahah..... At least some fun stuff out of a damm idiotic environment!  :P

Phew!

Last Friday noon, 3 of my colleagues and myself took a cab from our office to causeway point. It was a short journey. We came to a traffic light and our cab stop behind a sbs bus. Just as we are chatting away and complaining about work.... a loud bang from behind! The 1st shake I knew it was a car that bang us from behind.... I had experienced similar bang before. But this is defintely a serious one. My male colleague seated on the front passenger seat and 3 of us ladies behind. I was right in the middle! My colleague on my left who was seated slanted got her forehead knock againt the head rest of the front seat a few times. We seated in the cab for a while to stable ourselves before we move out of the cab... This is wat we saw after we alight the cab! The saloon cab become a hatch back! The entire boot was gone! Scary sight! We went on to take another cab to our lunch. On our way back, we saw the backside of the cab removed and waited to be towed away. I made a report to comfort as my colleagues wanted to visit a doctor just to be sure. 

Back in office, those who knew we were involved in the accident, told us how serious thing can get if we suffered some unseen injury... keep telling us to go and see a doc and stuff.... I thought I can go back.... but who knows.... some idiot waste my time... and I leave the office at usual knock off time....
I did went to see a doc.... nothing wrong except some concussion... my colleagues and myself just want to see a doc just in case few days later got problem like wat describe by some of the colleagues.... a bit bo liao... but just to be on the safe side. The doc gave me some muscle relaxant which I din take... hahahah....

On sat morning, Nick drove to work... on his way, a new yellow hyundai cab suddenly cut into his lane and force him to sway a bit to his driver side to avoid the knock! His dear front rim instantly "hui rong"!!! Half of it become textured and disfigured! The back rim was no safe from the sway... 1/4 got disfigured!!! He scratched the rims against the pavement! He immediately "hon" the cab and the cab driver switched back to his lane and signal sorry.... Sorry no cure man! Nick was so upset that his rims become "hua mao" now... no choice.... he say he should have just stay in his lane and let the cab come and knock him.... but in the case of emegency, its natural human reaction to swerve to the opposite direction... We guess the cab din check his blind spot, when he came cutting in half of the cab body is againt the head of our car. I told Nick its bo pian loh....  luckily only the rim got scratched... the body is ok.

Ytd noon, my colleagues and myself who involved in the accident on friday got a call from the hamper company cos Comfort has send us each a fruit basket....hahah.... When I told Nick, he thought it was his case with the new yellow hyundai cab on sat... I told him fat dream! The taxi uncle run also "lai bui ji" still come and find u! Hahahahah

Standard Chartered Run

02 December 2007 - Standard Chartered Run
We woke up at 5am on Sunday morning. Nick put on his jogging attire. Me on my subaru cap! ahahah.... All ready for the standard chartered run! .... He run...me no run... :P
He had his water parade while on our way to city hall mrt to meet his fellow colleagues. They took a group photo and we make our way to the start point (infront of esplanade)...Mr Nick got quite some cold feet here....hahahah... I accompanied him to the start point and was shove away by the authority cos I have no number tag on me...hehehe...One look the authority could tell I am not in the race...cos I am in slippers! :P and carry one big bag....
He joined his colleagues to move to the front line. I make my way across the road by the underbridge and within walking distance, I am standing infront of fullerton where I could see the start point. There are too many ppl le...I cant locate him. So after they move off for the 10km Men run...I also make my way...hahaha... to Macdonalds! I manage to settle myself at the Macdonalds at Boat Quay.
While q-ing for my breakfast, I met this ang mo drunkard who insist on paying for my meal...he took out a stack of money! along side was another lady...I faster run upstair and stayed for 10 min b4 I went down to get my breakfast... The stupid ang mo still there...outside the Mac eating his burger with that drunkard look. After I got my breakfast, I settled on the 1st floor....that stupid ang mo come into the counter shouting "I am hungry...wat u have for recommendation" siao de....in case of trouble again...I took my tray and went to the 2nd floor.... Not long later, a group of 4 young ang mo mixed black... 2 gals, 2 guys... not even 20 yrs old...
They starting talking about their sex experience loudly....1 of the guy ( a bit like indian mix ang mo...in his super ang mo slang) say he always do it when he is drunk...if not he is not that easy.... the ang mo gals start calling him "man whore".....*faint.... the guy continues yes...many many different locations! The gal start calling him "man whore! man whore!"
The gal ask him if he bring any condoms with him...he immediately answered "I dun wanna get aids!" The gals goes on calling him "man whore"!
Another gal start asking the other guy if he has done it with many at one go.,... this guys seems a bit reserved said "one at a time"... the gal immediately chipped in "1 in the toliet, 1 in the room, 1 in the mosque"......
OMG....wat are these ang mo kids doing.... I just stayed there to hear their conversation....I think they notice me...one of the threw an ice cube over and say "hey gal"...I did not look at them... I was playing the game on my hp... In my heart I am thinking... "woh sei... i still little ger to them ar...maybe they look at me like super nerdy?" cos it was 7 plus in the morning... they just finish partying and I am there alone for my breakfast dress so casually...hahahha...
I looked at my watch...8.30 am liao... I guess Nick should be back ba... I made my way to the finishing line...on my way I saw many runners coming back... alot of cheer group too...I was thinking...maybe he is walking somewhere behind...hahaha..... cos he din put in much effort to train for this run..... We agreed to meet at the "bananas collection point" hahaha.... so many smelly runner!!! alamak! Not long later, Nick called me...he already come back for quite some time! hahahaha... we met up and he showed me his medal...hahaha.... Not bad sia... he managed to run about 7km and walk run the rest of the 3km... Luckily I am not in the run... :P
At the venue, the runners get free drinks like coke, 100 plus, minerals waters, and lots and lots of bananas! Hahahaha..... We saw the prize awards to the full marathon race. 42km that starts 5am! That black runner break records! The 3rd prize is USD8k , followed by 2nd prize, USD15k and winner at USD25k!!!!! No wonder they flew all the way here to run!
We left the place and now its Nick's turn to get Macdonalds! Hahaha.... went to nearby Funnan...lots of ppl there in blue jogging top too... all from the standard chartered run too! Whole place are crowded.... with smelly smelly......hhahahahaha....