evil, nasty me

I not sure if its the hormones that is causing this or the evil side of me has prevailed..... This morning we went to the usual coffee shop to have breakfast. Nick went to order the roti prata and I went buy milk from those mama shop. Not knowing that Nick has ordered his kopi liao, I come back order again to a auntie. I repeat my order twice and she no response. When I returned to the table, Nick say he order liao.The uncle serve the kopi and I told the uncle to tell the auntie dun want liao. A while later, the auntie serve the kopi I say dun want liao... she grumble and grumble... I hot liao so I say in dialect, u can leave it here at most I pay u then she walk away with the kopi. I think I m a but nasty.. but I just buay song that its Monday Morning and I dun have to see your face loh.

I guess this is not the only incident of the evil me...with a nasty remark... Lately I just cant stand keep quiet and "suffer" in silence.... on weekend I will go we market with my mother. Last Sunday, I came across this PRC who push her bicycle into the market! Imagine already so crowded! I just say very loudly "Bui Zhi Dong loh! So big de bicycle also push in!"

At times, those aunties and maids will push those pull cart into market and block the way, sometimes they conveniently park their cart in a way that blocked the entire walk way! I will be damm loud and say "Woh lau, can move bo!" hahha i think these ppl are getting on my nerve or I am just pissed or having some mood swing... I realized I m being more vocal nowadays... perhaps I m sick of being the "nice" person.

Whenever I take mrt and I hate ppl in front of me on the escalator taking their own sweet time to move off when its near the exit... This morning it was raining and I have an umbrella with me.. I tell myself, whoever not moving off fast enough I will use the umbrella to poke his/her feet! I din do it thou cos all moving quite fast this morning...hahhaha...

I think for the time being, pls steer clear of me... I think the evil and nasty side of me is surfacing for a while... I dun know is it life stress, work stress or whatever stress or shit has gotten into me...