Antenna Class II

Went for lesson 3 and lesson 4 of antenna classes... teaches labour breathing techniques... I cant really rem what she say... I told Nick to rem... I am too lazy...

After hearing the speaker explaining the different stages of labour and how long apart the contractions are and how to manage them... I think epi is the way to go... how to practice those breathing when one cant even rem them???? hahaha... so many things to rem... very tough... I think with epi, just have to rem the technique of pushing... hmmm... I really dun feel like thinking about it... I think I will just take things when it comes.... :P

During the 4th lesson, a hospital tour is included... bring us go see labour ward and the beds and stuff... the labour ward look scary loh... ok... try not to think about it... seriously I prefer not to see man.... looking at the equipments and imagining the process send shiver man.

Yesterday lesson is on breastfeeding... damm long winded and loh soh ... hahhaha... show different size and shape of breast! (drawing not real pict) hahhaha... morale of the story is all mums can have milk to provide the young... the rest of the class... I think I am yawning away... :P

Lately I am damm tired and my appetite also weird weird... I tend to eat a lot of chocolate lately... stress remedy??? not sure... feeling very clumsy and mood less also... Ya and very scare of tummy strain! Cos that day I was playing a fool by shaking my body front and back... when I lean back, I saw something protruding out in the middle! I rem the antenna class the speaker say our tummy muscle is being split open for the growth of the womb... Oh shit then I realize when I stretch I am seeing my womb in-between the gap! After a few times of doing it, I actually feel a strain in the tummy!!!... nowadays I dun dare to do this act anymore... whenever I am free, I use both hand to "close" my tummy (pushing both side towards the center) I think I am siao... but I really feel that the tummy muscle like split open lei...

The speaker say even after delivery the muscle will not close immediately and if wanna know how big is the gap, can use fingers and press down at the belly button, the "sink" in part is the gap! Sound damm scary sia... no wonder a lot of ppl are wearing a bind after delivery... to prevent the gap from getting bigger and bigger! And she say, the "relaxing" that loosen the joint will be still there till 6 months after delivery... so must be careful not to strain muscle and joint... Woh bang sound like body damm loosen like that...

ok... try not to think about it... hahha... can sleep jiu sleep, can eat jiu eat...
Little NJ is kicking and moving a lot lately... sometimes I cant sit or lie still cos she is having so much "fun" inside... at time I even "scold" her say "Ger, U having fun hor" hahhaha... At times it get a bit painful I will also tell her to be more gentle... "U are a ger ger lei... pls be more gentle k" :P hahhaha... Got a few times, I cannot tan han, I took video clip as "evidence"! Next time can show her! :P

Lately we can see her movements more distinctively... sometimes she burps too.... then after I drink water, the burps goes away... amazing rite...hahha... Sometimes she has too much fun moving around, but I am too tired so I just sleep my way through while she having fun...so can imagine I am lying very still sleeping and my tummy is moving up and down. Very sleepy cos every night have to wake up at least 1 time to release water... cant sleep at the side too cos she violently object... I am so looking forward to the day I can sleep on my side and on my tummy! hahhaha :P